Lost some angels....
Doubt anyone still reads my diary...

So much has happened.... I lost my best friend Kristy back in December. I still can't get over it, but I haven't cried in a while about it. It took me a month and a half before I was able to sleep....

Just this Tuesday we lost my husband's mother, she has been battling cancer since 1982.... she fought so hard. Monday she tried multiple times to get out of bed, but we couldnt let her. The fluid in her stomach was pushing her lungs up to where she could barely breath and sitting up would make her hurt really bad... She passed Tuesday morning at 5am....
I have done what I can to keep him busy. He'll hopefully return to work on Monday. I go back tomorrow and I pray he will be alright alone home with Jaynee. I will have to ensure his cousin's keep in touch with him until I can to make sure everything is going alright.

that is all for now....