Seems like no matter what I cannot get over it. I have no girlfriends that I can hang out with or talk to...

I feel so alone a lot of times and it seems noone is willing to help me.

Worried about a wedding that seems to not want to happen... Praying a dress that makes me feel and look like royalty will not be out of my reach...

Distance in a relationship that has always been so strong....

Passion to the point of non existent...